Sorry, I haven't been able to write but it's been hard to even type one damn word without me having to stop typing because the damn waterworks in my eyes...........I can't see a damn thing I was writing....... so I will try to update often, just check in once in awhile to see if I did.
I would like to thank everyone for all your thoughts, and words of support to us. It means a lot to all of us.
So the fight continues on......
Well, it's been three weeks since we found out that the cancer came back with a freak'n vengeance. Marco started his chemo the next day. Two days ago , Marco was giving me a heart attack, he started to gag really bad as he was taking a shower, turns out that his hair started to fall out.
As he was taking a shower he went to rinse the shampoo out of his hair and the water went into his mouth with a hand full of hair.Marco said he never gagged so much in his life. I told him he needed to shave it off. I told him I was not going to do it .... he ended up going to the cowboys (Barber Shop).
I was hoping we could of waited a couple of days more, so we could take our Christmas pictures. Oh well, now we have to wait awhile longer.
I hate having him loose his hair.....it makes me mad that all this has to happen to him all over again. With no reason at all. I hate everything about it.....CANCER SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really can't yell it out loud enough!!!!!, in my head, out loud ..... at all really.
Our last visit at COH was not a good one.....Dr. Granis told us that he was very sorry that the cancer came back and he would hope that the chemo would do it's job and shrink them away basically.
He also said that surgery at this time would not be an option....we will be meeting with Dr. Chow to talk about their meeting they had today to discuss Marco's case with the board and see what they thought and what strategy would be made next.
Dr. Granis was sure that 99% chance that the surgery wouldn't be an option so that leaves a 1% that someone may take his case and say yes I will do the surgery. Hey? you never know , someone may....